In this life,
i always try to do my best
and to use the maximum chances in positive ways

Coz honestly i dont like to have regret for anything
which only will make me to look back into the past
and will make me say "if" or "why"

but sometimes it's not easy as like that
coz i dont live alone in this life
and there are some people who will give colors in my life time

i realize now...
although what i could do only try, do and pray my best
but i still couldn't control someone' heart
and know what they keep inside and want

the best thing what i could do
is only to give myself away to 4JJ I
and also realize
that at the end, 4JJ I decision will prevail
and i am only a human who couldn't have everything like i want...