now, i could count the days
which are left for me to leave the place
and go back to where i belong
actually i suppose to be happy,
although honestly deep in my heart i feel sad
coz the streets, buildings, places, even moments make me remember about u
and bring the pain and tears back to me...
but i know i suppose to be free
coz i realize there are still a lot of things i have to do
to face the future ahead
and to move on the life on my own
i hope it will give me a new spirit and a new beginning
at least i know the path which i should go
although once in a time i got diverted
and even didnt mind to give up everything only for you
but today i realize
although sometimes it's hard and difficult to bear the pain
but this is the life
which 4JJ I gives to me and i have to live with
i know i should forget u,
and keep the memory only in the past
and take the lessons of life which expensive to pay
but not make me give up my hopes... and my dreams...
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