The day before
prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she
said,"hes not
gonna go" well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we
made a promise
that if neither of us had dates, we would go together-
just as 'best
friends'. So we did.Prom night, after everything was over,
I was standing
at her front door step.I stared at her as she she smiled
at me and
stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but
she doesn't
think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said- "I had
the best time,
thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell
her, I want
her to know that I dont want to be just friends, I love her
but I'm just
too shy, and I don't know why.
A day passed,
then a week, then a month. Before Icould blink, it was
graduation
day. I watched as her perfect body floated likean angle up on
stage to get
her diploma. I wanted her to be mine-but she didn't notice
me like that,
and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me
in her smock
and hat, and cried as i hugged her. Then she lifted her
head from
myshoulder and said- 'you're my best friend, thanks' and gave
me a kiss on
the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that
dont want to
be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and
don't know
why.
Now I sit in
the pews of the church. That girl is getting married That
girl is
getting married now. I watched her say 'i do' and drive off to
her new life,
married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she
didn't see me
like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she
came to me and
said 'you came!'. She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the
cheek. I want
to tell her, I want her to know that I dont want to be
just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Years passed,
I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my
'best friend'.
At the
service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school
years. This is
what it read: "I stare at him wishing he was mine; but
he doesn't
notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I
want him to
know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but
I'm just too
shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved
me! 'I wish I
did too...' I thought to my self, and i cried.
Do yourself a
favor, tell her/him you love them. they won't be there forever.