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10th grade

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As I sat there in english class, I stared at the girl next to me. She

was my so called 'best friend'. I stared at her long, silky hair, and

wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it..

After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had

missed the day before. handed them to her. She said 'thanks' and gave me

a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I dont

want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I dont

know why.

 

11th grade

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The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling

on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come

over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her

on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2

hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to

go to sleep.She looked at me, said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the

cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be

just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy,

and I dont know why.

 

Senior year

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The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she

said,"hes not gonna go" well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we

made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together-

just as 'best friends'. So we did.Prom night, after everything was over,

I was standing at her front door step.I stared at her as she she smiled

at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but

she doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said- "I had

the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell

her, I want her to know that I dont want to be just friends, I love her

but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

 

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before Icould blink, it was

graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated likean angle up on

stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine-but she didn't notice

me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me

in her smock and hat, and cried as i hugged her. Then she lifted her

head from myshoulder and said- 'you're my best friend, thanks' and gave

me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that

dont want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and

don't know why.

 

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married That

girl is getting married now. I watched her say 'i do' and drive off to

her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she

didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she

came to me and said 'you came!'. She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the

cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I dont want to be

just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my

'best friend'.

 

At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school

years. This is what it read: "I stare at him wishing he was mine; but

he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I

want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but

I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved

me! 'I wish I did too...' I thought to my self, and i cried.

 

Do yourself a favor, tell her/him you love them. they won't be there forever.

 

 
<I_I_I I Hafiz. (Under Allah's protection)
 
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"We are only what other think of us." - Abdul Mateen
"Sanity Calms, But Madness Is More Interesting." - John Russell
"Love: A temporary insanity curable by marriage." - Ambrose Bierce


 


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