Ya allah,
first of all please forgive me,
coz i am only a fool person who sometimes couldn't control herself
Ya allah,
please tell me,
is it wrong if i ask U
whether love before marriage is exist in this world
is it truly from U or only human lust which could make him destroy himself
Ya allah,
although i believe U always gives the best things for me,
but why until now i still couldn't let him go,
or bury the memory in the past which only hurts me
and consider everything is over and i still have to move on
Ya allah,
i know, may be this is also one of Ur test on me
and i have to be strong enough to overcome it
however, why my heart is still yearning for him
even though i know may be he never has the same feeling with me and already forgets me
but why my mind still keep asking whether he's happy or miserable like me
although i know he should be happy coz may be he's already with someone else who's better than me now
Ya allah,
please helps me,
please gives me strength to always be strong and give in myself to U
and please gives him happiness
and also easier his way
although may be i am not exist anymore in his heart...
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