YVONNE RIDLEY ON
BECOMING A MUSLIM
[Newsweek, Aug. 26, 2002]
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Last September, as tensions mounted in Afghanistan, and Washington
prepared to invade, British tabloid journalist Yvonne Ridley made
headlines around the world. Clad head to toe in a burqa, Ridley was
captured by the Taliban after sneaking into Afghanistan on the back of
a mule.
IN HER NATIVE BRITAIN, the incident provoked heavy criticism. Ridley
was accused of pulling a dangerous stunt at a sensitive time,
endangering herself, her guides and the fragile state of international
diplomacy. Now, nearly a year later, the veteran journalist is once
again in the news. She recently announced plans to convert to Islam.
Ridley sat down with NEWSWEEK's John Ghazvinian last week to explain
her decision. Excerpts:
NEWSWEEK: It's a bid odd, isn't it, that a journalist who was held
captive by the Taliban would, several months later, be converting to
Islam?
RIDLEY: I know, you couldn't make it up. It is strange. Some people
have said, "Oh, she's suffering from Stockholm syndrome" [in which
kidnap victims become enamored of their captors]. But I abused them, I
spat at them, swore at them, offended them, which is not what someone
suffering from Stockholm syndrome does.
So why are you converting?
When I was captured, I was visited by an imam who asked me if I'd like
to convert. I thought if I just said yes, he'd say I was a fickle
woman, and if I said no, then it would be a huge insult to Islam. So I
promised that if they released me, I'd study Islam when I got back to
London. And what started out as an academic study has now turned into
something much more spiritual. I'm very impressed with what I've
found.
What was the point at which your academic interest tipped over into a
personal or spiritual one?
I can't define one particular thing, but I can define the moment that
I lost faith in Christianity. And that was during the siege of Manger
Square, when the Israelis were shelling the Church of the Nativity,
the holiest shrine in Christendom, and not one single church leader in
this country condemned what was happening. Children up and down the
country re-enact the Nativity every Christmas, it's so pivotal to the
whole religion, and not one lousy bishop or archbishop--not one of
them--stood up. If they don't have the conviction to stand up and
shout about the abuse that's happening to the holiest shrine in
Christendom, if they couldn't care less, why should I care?
What sort of conversations did you have with your captors in
Afghanistan? Did you ever talk about Islam?
I wish I knew then what I know now, because I would have felt
confident raising the issue of Islam and asking what on earth they
thought they were doing with their women... But they were fanatical
about their religion, so I just kept away from [the subject]. I did
ask them why they destroyed the Buddhas. And they said, the whole
world had ostracized us, and we had decided we were going to get rid
of these rocks, and suddenly the whole world wanted to talk to us. We
have millions of people starving, nobody gives a damn about us. We say
we're going to destroy a few rocks, and suddenly the whole world gets
very agitated, everybody wants to come and talk. So we thought, stuff
them.
Do you think there could have been some room for conversation or
dialogue with the Taliban?
What happened in Afghanistan is a fantastic example of why you should
never totally ostracize a country. Because it will then become a
target for all the fanatics to go in and take advantage of. If the
West had been able to help them, and if they had been allowed to
become dependent on food aid, they might have come in from the edges a
bit. We'll never know.
What was your impression of the Taliban's brand of Islam while you
were there?
Every mealtime, even though I was on hunger strike, they would go
through the ritual of washing my hands for me. They kept referring to
me as their "sister." They prayed five times a day regardless of what
was happening.
What about this business of hanging your knickers up to dry in front
of your captors?
I was washing my knickers and bra, and I hung them up on the line. And
they told me to put a towel over it or something. And I said, that's
bloody ridiculous. I thought, that's typical of men, who've never had
to do washing or drying in their life. And I told them to get stuffed.
And they told me that the governor was getting very angry, because his
soldiers could see it, and it could give them impure thoughts. I said,
if he's that bothered, tell him to come and take them down himself.
Anyway, within half an hour, because of the baking sun, they were dry.
Now that you're becoming a Muslim, would you do the same thing again?
Well, it was very difficult. I had a game plan to get out of that
prison, and I just had to be as difficult as possible. No, I don't
think I would have been more sensitive. I mean, I was their prisoner.
I had to be as awkward and horrible as possible.
Source :
Islamic_Foundation